we never talk about what we say when the lights are out

talks all the time of permanence and impermanence. i always understood permanence better than you; i always believed in it. whispering about why to remember; and to counter, even smaller whispers of why to forget. after twenty days i will forget. you want me to forget. i want to forget. you'll never forget, i'll never forget; and talks of permanence that will force remembering. i don't think you want to remember.

spring forward and i move away from all of this in twenty days.