i know your fault

today was like a pretend simulation [way simulacraic] of days when i would skip class [university; usually RUNNING out the door] and tool around oakland county. visited the mall, my tailor ALI [brightens the day, always], the market, some thrift stores. bought fruits and veggies. tonight ange makes the french onion soup, yum. last night i dreamt of boys whose hearts i broke years ago. i can't shake it today for even a moment; i'm wearing a blurry cloak of regret, strained/red/watery eyes; like a heart set in stone or the day you can't make out cloud shapes in the sky. in the dream i ran into him at the mall, and he look really great, better almost than i had ever seen him look. he was married with a child, and i told him to leave them and be with me, and he did.

merhh!

and when's the weather way-better?!
meanwhile, spring begins inside you