i didn't really lose you, i just lost it for a while

man. my "highly inflamed sense of event" is really kickin' full force right now. totally kickin', kickin'. i have difficulty digesting and eventually internalizing new "things." everything always makes me feel like a confused mess. big-time. yet, i step into the fire so damn much, over and over, with insanely-high frequency. there is something perhaps unhealthy about that.

whatever. truthfully, i should turn my attention to events far more worthy of thought like eating at hot doug's in chicago next weekend. big yum.