i didn't really lose you, i just lost it for a while

so much is going on it's hard to follow. lots of phone calls, tons of plans. kicking around the idea of getting drunk every night before i leave. getting drunk and acting stupid on a monday night, somehow rising before the alarm, not hungover [seriously wtf], working in the 7am hour, trader joe's, work for 8 hours, work at home, get drunk, make pon poms. shit's a mess right now and all i can do is go to trader joe's, and they're out of my wine until tomorrow. organic wine is the answer to getting drunk on wine. yeah i might say it 50 times. i have so many people to call back and talk to for an hour that i have to make a list. so much hanging out to do i'll never have time to pack. i really don't want to resort to packing parties.

alright i made it almost until 2...time for subway. or maybe thai. blahhhhhhh.