i just lost it for a while

there in the clearing i know you'll be wearing
your young aching smile and waving your hand.

my roommate, kevin, is doing a month of puritanism during the month of march, which includes no meat, swearing, sweets, sex, drinking. though i'm invariably and utterly incapable of abstaining from all those nasty vices, in solidarity i will also go without meat and without sweets. i might die!