i miss you; i hate this

i move tomorrow. bigger bedroom [x2/2.5], nervous about the location, living with friends, off the g train that i hate. i have a lot of anxiety about it for an unknown reason, which is probably because i have anxiety about most anything different, changing, altered, &tc. i've been here exactly two months. i got a job this week at a restaurant in dumbo. it's fancy-fancy and really nice. i'm glad to be getting out and making some more money. i feel so full right now after a couple tacos. had 1/2 vegan cheesesteak earlier. the national were amazing. my head is a mess. i might have separation anxiety. maybe i stole someone's abandonment issues.

i wish that all of my dreams would come true.